Saturday, October 3, 2026

MY GOD!

By Yasen Vedrin
(I Kneel Before You)

O God, pour out Your Life in me,
O God, my heart's true Guest to be!
I call Your mighty Name by day,
And seek Your face when shadows play.

O God of Grace, the Great I AM,
O God of Enoch, Abraham!
I long to breathe Your Spirit's light,
And give my life to You outright.

O God, You formed my lips to praise,
And sing Your glory all my days.
Because You gave Your Son to me,
That I might be Your child, set free.

UNDER THE STARLIT SKY OF BETHLEHEM

By Yasen Vedrin
(I Kneel Before You)

O God, let me with faith unseal my eyes,
My life, by Your own Holy Spirit born;
Grant me to see the starry, wondrous skies
Of Joseph and Mary in the silent morn.

Within that cave where darkness was undone
By radiant light, a glory from above,
Where infant cries beneath the manger shone,
Wrapped in a veil of tender, sacred love.

Let me become the fourth wise man to bring
A gift unto the little Christ so dear—
A heart that breathes His name in worshiping,
And dreams of Him as altar, ever near.

A soul that yearns for Him with honest dread,
A dream that kisses Him with holy fire,
And calls upon His Name, forever fed
By sacred longing and eternal desire.

And when, O God, I find Bethlehem’s grace,
Enfold me in Your Spirit as my shield—
May Joseph and Mary dwell within this place,
And Your Son be the Love that shall not yield.

WHEN I SEEK YOU

By Yasen Vedrin
(I Kneel Before You)

When I seek Your hand, pierced for me, my Lord,
My spirit sinks into a river deep,
Where sorrows fade by grace and mercy poured,
And all my grief in sacred waters sleep.

My spirit bathes within Your Spirit whole,
Illumined by the sun, by heaven's blue,
Where peace and bright ideal merge in soul,
In Love invincible, eternal, true.

When I seek Your hand, life unfolds like spring,
With blossoms bright on every branch and bough,
And I desire to spread my faith and sing,
In graceful flight, fulfilling every vow.

WITH THE SPIRIT OF DAVID

By Yasen Vedrin
(I Kneel Before You)

A David in my spirit seeks Your face,
A deer within my soul pants for the spring;
Grant him the heavens in his eager race,
To dwell with You, my Lord and eternal King!

To lift Your Love upon the harp’s sweet lyre,
And every single chord to sing of You,
To make Your holy pathway’s triumph ring
Across the mountain peaks and valleys through!

A David in my heart sings out Your praise,
A servant whose true Sovereign is alone;
No hundred lives could fill the endless days
Required to hymn the Gift that You have shown!

YOU WILL COME!

By Yasen Vedrin
(I Kneel Before You)

You will come from above like a ray in the skies!
You will be Love and passion, the dew in our eyes!
You will be the pure snow and the blue, calling out,
You will be the sweet start of a love without doubt!

You will be Wisdom and song, You will be joy and a flame,
You will be spring and autumn, the Temple of desire!
You will be bright consolation, forgiveness and dream,
You will be linen robes with Lebanon’s fragrance supreme!

You will be Faith and Eternity, the Path and the trace,
You will be laughter and kindness, the Living Water’s grace!
You will come, deeply yearned for, by the sighs of all men,
God and Lord Almighty! I wait for You, Amen!

Thursday, October 1, 2026

QUESTIONS TO THE HEATHEN!

By Yasen Vedrin
(Mortal Remains)

What shall your spirit do, when all is through,
And when the Gate is shut and closed from view?
Will you find comfort in that bitter hour,
Amidst the shrieks of malice, hate, and fear?

Why live your life in selfish, narrow ways,
To reach a mad and tragic end of days?
Without a single thought of what you reap,
While your own heart drags chains in darkness deep?

The Good and Evil, seemingly so plain,
Now blur into a dangerous, dark domain.
And you are tricked within a cunning show,
A spectacle you never wished to know.

Will anyone bring back the time gone by,
To let him slumber carefree, without sigh,
While God is bound to make his pathway bright,
And keep him happy, free from sorrow's blight?

Why is it always far too late to mend,
When all that's pure is filthy in the end?
And Holy Golgotha, the final care,
For the blind sinner in his mortal lair?

Why, oh why? This slumber is like a tomb,
Where human destinies are sunk in gloom.
If Christ should knock, no answer will be heard,
For inside dwells a loud and worldly herd.

What shall your spirit do, when life is past?
Will it defeat the darkness at the last?
Will it look up to Justice, old and true,
Where God reveals His Word and Faith to you?

With Love I charge you – pass the Gate today!
Not tomorrow, nor on some imagined day!
But today, right now, for God is waiting here,
To rebuke the killer lurking in the dark!

TO ALL OF YOU, MY FRIENDS!

By Yasen Vedrin
(Pearl Seeker)

Live always guided by your Faith,
Cherish each moment Love imparts!
Give freely, for within the gift
Man bears the witness of Christ's heart!

Awaken always filled with Hope,
Sleep within those Good Hands so dear!
And may the Holy watch above
The loving Heart of God so near!

Forgive all pain and offense you bear,
Hold not debtors chained in sin!
The soul is like a shell so fair,
And laughter is the pearl within!

Be beautiful with Truth so clear,
With wondrous seeds within your breast!
And sow in fields plowed deep and near
Rays of Heavenly Light and rest!

Break earthly chains that hold you tight!
Do righteous deeds with all your might!
Be ready for the Moment's call
With longing and angel wings in flight!

Remember that the Lord Most High
In His own Image fashioned you!
Be His song that echoes through the sky!
Be His sparks that gleam so true!

For comes the Day and Hour so bright
When you shall see His Holy Face!
And all who lived with God in light
Shall be in Him in endless grace!

Amen!

Thursday, August 13, 2026

IN THE FIRE OF GOD

By Yasen Vedrin
(Fulfilled Premonitions)

Somewhere... Right behind your warm and glowing eyes,
In the tremor of a look made whole,
Feelings find a harbor under quiet skies —
An old sailor, salty from his roaming stroll.

Somewhere... Right behind your lips that love so true,
With the words that spread their wings in flight,
You will say again how good it felt to you —
Even if you were a dream for me tonight.

Somewhere... Right behind your palms of mystery,
In the thrill — to mind each breath and spark,
Moments, craved with genuine sincerity,
You are waiting for my gift out of the dark.

Somewhere... Lost within a merging so divine,
Like twin droplets rolled into a stream —
Two renewed, rediscovered hearts align,
Sheltered in God's Fire, living out their dream.

NO MATTER WHAT I WAS...

By Yasen Vedrin
(Fulfilled Premonitions)

Oh, love me now, no matter what I was...
A wanderer, a fool, a dreamer sighing.
From you came my bright laughter and because
Of you, I found what loved means, underlying.

Oh, love me now, no matter what I was...
A poet, bard, a fugitive in spaces.
From fire — ash, from stone — a dusty gauze,
But live for you, my only through all places.

Oh, love me now, no matter what I was...
A protest, blast. Or wound that still is bleeding.
From youth so long, I aged by time's laws.
But you stayed here, not leaving or receding.

Oh, love me now, no matter what I was...
A bitter cup, a sharp stone on your path.
I envied you, I trembled and, because
I burned, I held our fated flame from wrath.

Oh, love me now, no matter what I was...
So rich in love, but poor in all the rest.
For you I’m born! With you I lived across!
Oh, love me! For I am your last and best…

A SONNET OF FULFILLMENT

By Yasen Vedrin
(Fulfilled Premonitions)

Do read me, even if I am a song,
A sonnet of expected warmth, unfinished.
Discover to what fate I lines belong –
A wise man by his loneliness diminished.

Step inside my soul. As in a shrine,
Where only feelings bend their knees in prayer.
Reach out your hands for sincere flame divine,
Though sparks may doom us to a holy layer.

Out of our thoughts, life molds and creates space,
And gathers us in words of longing, blending.
For just a few awakened sparks of grace,
The lyre's strings are all that we are sending.

Do read me! And a flame will start to chime,
When ringing sounds ignite our dreams completely.
A sonnet for fulfilled days and time,
A memory of all we gave so sweetly.

WHITE SWANS

By Yasen Vedrin
(Fulfilled Premonitions)

With the white swans do I still float and glide
Within the crystal lakes of your bright eyes?
Do they take flight into the blue, wide,
Do silver droplets on soft feathers rise?

Free in their grace, in silent swoon they stay,
Do they dip beaks in waters pure and clear?
When I touch you — so innocent, white, clay —
Do I chase words and traces in your sphere?

Swans — birds of calling, birds that will forget!
The lake-like shyness of fulfilled days past.
I hold you for a moment, but look yet:
Forever white and for me, stay at last...

Thursday, August 6, 2026

THE ARENA OF HEIRS

By Yasen Vedrin
(The Copper Bowl)

A sad world — an arena for the heirs.
The clash, alas, is known before the dawn.
The plebeians freeze in glaciers of despairs,
While expensive dapper men get tanned and drawn.

The poor man stops his counted patches keeping,
His debts constrain him in a nightmare tight.
The rich man changes thrills while others weeping:
Today — a yacht. Tomorrow — shopping sight.

With cursing words, his calluses now cutting,
The deadly tired porter groans in pain.
While every hour, aerosol sprays shutting,
A bored king changes crowns to rule his reign.

The battlefield is hidden from our eyes,
In invisible fights it bleeds and turns.
The diverse stage attracts us with disguise,
And ready in a flash, it traps and burns.

In that grim clash of heirs that never ceases,
With the yellow metal as a referee...
The poor are always crushed to broken pieces.
A toast to Caesar! From crystal cups with glee!

Ave, Caesar! Yours is the arena!
You crushed and won again, you hold the blade...
And the plebeian’s blood, in red and cleaner,
Leaves heavy drops and traces that won't fade.

In a sad world... Arena of the vile,
Sinking in its foul and stenchful flesh.
But past the edge, the unknown waits a while...
Abba Father! You will judge afresh!

THE POOR MAN'S ASTRONOMY

By Yasen Vedrin
(The Copper Bowl)

I saw the darkness of my life unfold –
A cosmos bound by coldness, space and time.
Instead of feeling joy, as I am told,
My heart is weeping in this state of grime.

I do not hunger after wealth or fame,
No palace and no shiny cars I crave.
If I should reach my pocket, it's the same –
A vacuum, where no rustling notes behave.

At restaurant doors they tell me: “Get away!”
In shops they watch me with a doubtful eye.
Like a black hole, misery holds its sway,
And sucks me in as options pass me by.

I notice stars. A few. They shine out bright.
From cinema, from life... on billboards tall.
They too are beggars, naked in the night...
Where do they keep their money, after all?

What a strange fate! A cosmos, it would seem!
With vacuums, with black holes and stars that glow.
Perhaps it is a planetary dream
Of purpose that was left from long ago.

About the hidden trap of our existence,
Where everything that glitters falls from grace...
I am a poor man, but with God’s assistance,
He will forgive my darkness in this place.

A TEAR FOR THE WRETCH

By Yasen Vedrin
(The Copper Bowl)

With heavy sighs and visible emotion,
At finding a poor cripple on her street,
A lady shares her thoughts with clear devotion
Regarding his repulsive, foul defeat.

“Oh, horror! Clothes so smelly, torn and shattered!
And tangled hair! Lice-ridden, I suppose!
I shiver looking at this creature, battered!
Why won’t he wash with Palmolive and hose?

Is begging not enough to buy some Ariel,
Or get a Gillette razor for a start?
To iron out his rags, make them more bearable,
And buy a little chair to cheer his heart...

Thus sitting on cement, what is he thinking?
The ants will crawl all over him, you see!
Oh, good God! With a headache I am sinking,
From fates so minor and of no degree...

Ugh, look! The sinner’s hand is reaching out!
He touched my lovely, beautiful mink coat!
If fleas infest my closet, without doubt,
I’ll surely know what note struck at my throat...

Why look at me? I take my napkin out,
For your deep grief has broken me in two.
Madame has shed a tear for you, no doubt!
A tear for all the suffering souls like you!”

A STORY WITH A TRAMP

By Yasen Vedrin
(The Copper Bowl)

For just a crust of bread, a tramp began to pray
Beside the trash bins of a city block.
“Oh, God! My woes have broken me today,
But You will help, for You are strong as rock!

A single slice is all I ask... For night!
To stop the rumbling of my empty space.
It’s hard to shiver with no food in sight,
I’m growing faint, darkness blurs my face...”

Out for a cigarette upon the balcony,
A snob o'erheard the beggar’s desperate cry.
To him, the groan below was pure comedy,
Much like a mock epitaph under the sky.

“I’ll have some fun! Why not, just for a thrill?
I have a leftover piece of bread right here.
That wretch below is praying with such zeal,
Though God will hardly show up and appear...”

A moment later, down the bread piece flies
And lands upon the grass... A miracle untold!
The poor soul fills with joy he can't disguise,
For God has heard him from His heavenly fold.

“Oh, at Your feet, Almighty God, I fall!
My soul now praises You with all its might,
For You do hear the mournful sights that call,
And heal my sorrow with this bread tonight...”

The snob bursts out into a roaring laugh:
“What God, you fool! The bread was given by me!”
“Old man! I asked Him for it on my path...” —
The comforted poor soul replies with glee —

“And He accounts to no one for His grace,
Of where and how He chooses to be kind!
And so to Him, the Glory shall take place,
Even for the smallest things that we may find...”

The cigarette burns out... untouched, ignored...
The snob stands frozen, not a word to say.
The tramp walks past the bins, towards his Lord,
In radiant prayer, he softly walks away.

Tuesday, August 4, 2026

THE DOVE THAT HAS PERCHED ON YOUR SHOULDER, DIVINE

By Yasen Vedrin
(The Bird Inside You)

Hear, O Lord, this true prayer from my spirit tonight,
Which flies to Your presence in heavenly flight!
For Your Faithful servant declares it out loud,
Ready to follow, of loving You proud!

This is my Faith in the miracle’s sign
Of the Dove that has perched on Your shoulder, divine —
To lift me as well with its white, holy wings
Where flesh cannot reach, past all temporal things.

And up there, within those vast, endless blue skies,
To see Eternal secrets unlocked for my eyes,
And enter in spirit through Holy Gates wide,
Where everyone’s rich, with True Justice inside.

To be in the ultimate Noah’s own Ark,
Held high by Your hand o’er the flood and the dark.
Let the children of Jacob, surviving for Thee,
Find comfort in Heaven, forever made free.

And if the Dove stops with an olive-tree leaf,
I will know that the old has passed by with its grief,
And down on the earth, from all evil now healed,
The stars of a wondrous Universe are revealed.

But let me be covered deep under the plumes,
Ready to meet the Dawn Age that resumes.
This is my Faith in the miracle’s sign
Of the Dove that has perched on Your shoulder, divine…

LET NOW YOUR DREAM TAKE FLIGHT AND SOAR!

By Yasen Vedrin
(The Bird Inside You)

Let now your dream take flight and soar!
Do not detain it with no wings.
For human dreams today, anymore,
Mad passion binds to earthly things.

To search across the world, all-round,
With passion of a digging mole —
A winning lottery ticket found,
Or betting for a golden goal.

Let now your dream create and grace.
Give it a Covenant to love.
Man burns for that celestial place,
When losing what is down above.

And in a bundle of bright rays,
The heart vows to a single spark —
To pay its price through all its days,
And love it always in the dark.

Let now your dream sparkle and glow,
And beg the Throne for Spirit's might.
Even if humblest there below —
It won't return naked to sight.

It will come down in fine white thread,
And look into your faith, serene.
To be its very first sigh instead,
Or the last victory on the scene.

Let now your dream take flight and soar,
For it is your own faithful bird,
Even if crushed by world and war,
Or turned a martyr, with no word.

For someday, on a Temple's stone,
It will be written in the sky:
When man grows great on his own,
He followed dreams until he’d die…

TURNING YOUR HEAVY CROSS TO WINGS

By Yasen Vedrin
(The Bird Inside You)

Do not demand that someone bears
The sorrow of your heavy cross,
Even if bare feet through your cares
Tread cold and rough earth to its loss.

Even if from the slanders, lies,
Your spirit feels so cursed and plain,
While winds that strike your cheekbones, wise,
Turn all your tears to ice and pain.

Though meeting coward Judases around,
And judges like Pilate in their state,
And every king turns you outbound
To trash heaps of this world and fate.

Feeling the scourges and the thorn,
With Christ's own Peace you must endure.
And let God love through you, reborn,
While you burn through His fire, pure.

Such is the examination of our faith,
With one single sentence in its charge.
Bearing Christ’s burden, past your wraith,
To be His own each day, at large.

And only out there, past Golgotha's line,
To hear: "It is finished! Come to things!
And enter into Life Divine,
Turning your heavy cross to wings!"

DANCE ON, WITH WINGS OF FAITH ALIVE!

By Yasen Vedrin
(The Bird Inside You)

“And David danced before the Lord with all his might…” 
(2 Samuel 6:14)

Before the Lord your God dance on,
Girded with linen, like David's trace!
And in His presence praise the Son,
Washed by the righteous Blood of grace!

For now the Savior shortens down
The years of this blind world today,
And every passing, brief renown
Vanish like sighs and fade away.

His Holy Love alone remains,
And His True Justice, like a stone,
To walk with us through earthly plains,
If we lift up our brows, alone.

When someone receives a reward,
He blooms with joy, so true and bright,
And in his soul a stream is poured,
Ready to gush with lasting light.

And when the water starts to flow,
When poured so pure and unconfined,
Leaving your worries down below,
Swing your own spirit in God's mind.

Become a bird of grace for Him!
Become a deer within the glade!
With spirit freed from dungeons grim,
Dance on, with wings of faith unswayed!

For if your bare feet start to shake
Upon the grass that grows so high —
The God of David, for your sake,
Bears you across His Endless sky!

Monday, August 3, 2026

THE PATHWAY OF THE MEANING — LIFE

By Yasen Vedrin
(Pearl Seeker)

The fate will tear away like leaves inside,
From here and there, the travelers passing by.
The early hours turn to late, worldwide.
After the dawn — our final hour is nigh.

And this so winding, little segment's space,
With such a long or short period to run,
Will always reach the point of endless grace,
Where all our written, earthly paths are done.

And there’s no fear that someone is arriving back,
While someone else is starting out at dawn.
A sufferer dies his whole life on the track,
To struggle when his final breath is drawn.

The old man will not ask where they have flown —
The years of youth that long ago took flight.
And past the mournful curtain, all alone,
There is no one to stay his step tonight.

He would remain, if there’s a need or space,
But only as a memory and sign.
A little lamp, however small its place,
Amidst the darkness like a star will shine.

Within a memory, man paints his trace.
He leaves behind his links and furrows deep.
The cosmos in his soul finds living space,
With brilliance that the ancient people keep.

And should someone sigh out that he was there,
Even if gone forever from the race —
In love, owed to a memory and prayer,
He will revive inside a heart's embrace.

For every seed grows like a sprout to view.
It grows and lifts its tender height to sky.
If one is man — he’s born to love anew
And be a spirit, where the dust must die.

And though the mortal remnant snaps and breaks,
Giving its final fruit until it's done,
It will not end... Yes! For the spirit's sakes,
The pathway of the Meaning — Life — rolls on...